I woke up this morning feeling out of sorts after a conversation I had with a loved one last night. She has an ongoing situation within her family that she is having a very hard time navigating. There is nothing I can do but listen, and it makes me sad to hear how negatively she is being affected by it.
As I often do when I am having difficulty seeing my way out of troubled thinking, I decided to write a letter to God. In that letter, I explained to God (as if she didn't already know!) that it is difficult for me to stay centered in my knowing that all is for good, especially when around me is so much fear. I asked how I remember the truth in the face of job uncertainties in my own family, the pain and struggle that so many of my dear ones are experiencing, the loss of so many lives in natural disasters and other causes. How do I remember, in the midst of it, that it all serves a divine purpose?
God responded simply and eloquently, and the words washed away my forgetting and brought me peace. He reminded me that my path is to see the lie within the fear. The situations in this life make up a glorious but very brief part of eternity, and there is a much bigger process unfolding in the issues that people are facing. In the middle of immense suffering, they are safe. I was reminded that when I can appreciate the confusion and pain and fear as a very necessary part of our path to the truth, that is seeing light in the darkness. I need to be grateful for the challenges that my loves ones and all people experience; it is through our humanness that we get to chose, over and over again throughout eternity, how to express our inner light.
The act of turning my attention from my loud, fearful thoughts to the quieter voice of God reconnected me to my truth, and I was healed. I was able to relax and breathe easier. I am so grateful for that small but ever-present voice that is the light in the darkness.
Humanity is going through a difficult but important time. All of us are experiencing and watching others experience incredible trials. The process of human evolution is accelerating, and that change by necessity creates new levels of chaos. But in those challenges is our opportunity to choose, and choose again, the path that we know in our hearts is there, to the best and highest in all of us. We are all longing to know ourselves, individually and collectively, in our true splendor.
We can't let temporary conditions convince us that it is too late; eternity is much larger than that. We are part of the creative consciousness that imagined every good thing you have ever seen or heard of in this world. The consciousness that created every life-saving medication, every language, every culture, the technology that connects us all, all acts of beauty and works of art, we are created from. It lives in and expresses as each of us. All we need do is remember, and choose that truth, for ourselves and our world.
This morning I stopped to listen to the gentle truth within me, and remembered, again. I acknowledged in my loved one her perfection, and her power as part of divine creative consciousness, moving without error to the light.
May this tool be a blessing. . .